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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Working heals depression !

I didn't sleep the whole night and I had class at 10 in university , I tried to get some sleep between 7 to 9... but I couldn't make myself sleep in the bed... I kept on coming back to my computer desk and doing stuff ! (sometimes when I start a design project, I won't sleep until I do it) , so I decided not to sleep at all , I drinked a thick coffee with some biscuits and went to uni .

after the first class , I had to kill some time at the university's yard, until my next class start , I saw girl who I dont have class with her and every time I see her I feel a little crush on her ,
I wanted to go ahead and start a conversation with her but I was too hungry and exhausted and our university's damn cafeteria has been closed down since 2 months ago , so I didnt think doing anything important in a Hungry Sleepy Mood would be wise .

when I came back home I was so exhausted , tired and felt down and depressed , and as every Saturday , it was time for recording "No Waffles For You show" , we had to record another podcast show . I was so sleepy , I took a 2 hours sleep, and woke up by my cell phone's alarm .
when I woke up my bed room had a strange smell, like my body sweated during the sleep.
and I could hardly breath , I opened all the windows , and went out and bought some food and orange juice and "Non Alcohlic Beer" ,

when I came back , Justin was waiting on Skype , and yelling at me , he was in a bad mood , and he was keeping messaging me "everything sucks" , and I was depressed and he was giving me more bad feelings , and kept on yelling at me that we should record the show .
I took a shower and told myself "hey be nice to Justin and do this shit !"
I managed to make myself ready to speak in the show ,
Terry and Jordan didnt come to the show , and it was just me and and Justin , we recorded the program , it was fine but my voice was choppy and we decided to repeat the show tomorrow .

you know what ? when you work it helps your depression go away , even though we didnt even manage to record the show , I felt so happy after that , there are things which I hope Justin do in the show , No Waffles For You can be a really succesfull podcast .

By the way...
One of my friends is a great dress designer in Europe , the dresses which he designs probably costs thousands of bucks . he has sent me photos of himself and his models ,oh his models are damn hot ! I am gonna design a website for him and in return he is gonna design a "dedicated model" for my future girl friend .

there is something which I like to post , but for that I need to upload a photo and I want to install a photoblog first . (Ah, I have too many things to do !)

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